RaNDomNesS

If you want to love me, love me. If you want to hate me, then hate me to your fullest. If you want to cheat me, cheat me however many times you must. If you want to lean on me, lean on me for support for tears. If you want to kill me, kill me and fullfill your dream. If you want to ignore me, ignore me without end. If you want to know me, then know me by making the effort. Almost anything you can imagine doing I’d either accept or forgive. I just don’t want to die alone.

I have finally had it. I’m so tired of people who share their sob story and say how noone cares about them! I mean, seriously people, you just want to put attention on yourself so someone will just turn around and say “Hey! I care about you,” and argue against all your downcast comments about yourself. Does it really make you feel any better about yourself to have someone counter your cmments that say things like I’m not good enough, I’m fat, and noone will ever love me? You have to go into the world pretending you’re something you’re not to try and fit in when really noone in the crowd cares about your problems. So maybe you should do yourself a favor and stop posing as something you’re not and stop becoming an ass like the “friends” you hang out with, so you can find your true colors with people who used to care before you pushed them out. Stop talking only about yourself and asking for only the information you want to know. Start by reconnecting to those you lost along the way and by putting someone else first for once. I once gave a care for people like you and tried to listen or help, but now I’m tired of recieving nothing in return with no progress. So I might have cared at one point in time, but now it’s a final goodbye. Only you can flip the table and bring me back into your life, but you will never know.

Posted on September 26, 2011